Monday, 14 November 2011

A love life. Fuck No.

Hellllooooo! Just an update, in my last blog I wrote about getting a youtube channel, well I'm gonna do it! I don't know when I will upload a video but I'll keep you posted (Oh btw my channel is called Smurfitoutvlog)

Anyway, as you know, I'm 16 and I'm gonna talk about teen love (Or you could say that I'm blogging about who much this sucks for me)

Have you ever liked a guy, become really close and you then get super paranoid when he seems to be getting on with girls better than you? Yeah that's what I'm feeling like RIGHT NOW.

It seems to my perspective that I would try and talk to him and we have a great laugh, but it seems that their relationship seems so much better,as annoying as it is. 
And now I'm super duper paranoid that when I talk to him on facebook he barely ever replies and I always notice that SHE is online DIDHHDUSFDNKDSNJDB. -.-

I have no one, I mean no one to talk to about this. Yeah I have a awesome best friend but she never listens, she always wants to talk about her life (which could be my fault, I mean I am a awkward talker, I'm a great listener, but that doesn't mean I don't want to talk about anything!)
The only person I can talk to about this is my American pen pal (weird right?) She's so nice, and because we've never met it means she doesn't judge me, which is awesome!

So that's my love life, I'll keep ya posted.
Sian x
P.S Oh god, he's just rated her on facebook, I think that will be what my first youtube video will be about... or tumblr I don't know yet :)

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