Rumours.

It's been a while since I've had a full on major rant, I had nothing to say but now something has come up and I don't think I've been so crazily pissed in my entire life.

Everyone hates someone right? You can't love everyone, there is always someone that when they come near you it makes your skin crawl and the smallest things they do make you want to punch them in the face?

Well, a lot of people are like that to me, but hey, I'm a hateful person. I rarely like many people. But this ONE GIRL. If you want to class her as a girl, just. Eugh. There are no words for her. 

Let's start the story shall we?

My best friend is nice to everyone, there is nothing to not like about her (Unless you really don't like fangirls, then I guess you wouldn't) she wouldn't hurt a fly, but some stupid bitch thought she would be the big show and start a fucking rumour about her.

This bitch, is clearly in love with a guy that is very friendly to my friend, nothing has ever happened between them and it never will. But this "Girl" decides to start a rumour saying that these two send love letters to each other and have had sex in school.

In school? Really? My best friend, the most innocent person in the universe?

Obviously everyone told thought it was the biggest piece of bullshit in the world, but still asked my friend about it, which got her really upset. 

So, I freak the fuck out.

My friend confronts this "Thing" in a calm manner and what does this thing do?

"Oh I didn't say that, I don't know what you're talking about"

Bearing in mind that 5 of your so called "Best friends" Who actually hate you have come up and told me and my friend that you've been spreading it.

So we went up to her again at lunch, I'm at boiling point right now because this bitch is full on denying, and you can tell the way she acts that she is lying. And guess what?

SHE FUCKING DENIES IT AGAIN!

So I say in a rather calm manner bearing in mind that I want to ram this girls head into the wall right now, I kindly state that even if she didn't make up the rumour, people have told us she has been spreading it, which is even worse in my books.

And then, she just walks away and goes "I'm not going to talk to you about this now"

Really bitch? Really? 

So my best friend has walked off (To which I find out later that she was crying in the bathroom) 

I walk towards a group of my friends who know what is going on and at the same time scream on the top of my lungs

JUST TELL THE FUCKING TRUTH!

I never scream, and my voice went crazily high... but it shut her up. And she gave me the death stare the rest of lunch. 

Keep it coming bitch, you're in the wrong.

And today she came up to my Friend and did a half ass apology saying that if she did say it which she doesn't think she did (Bullshit) she is sorry.

Well. 

Next time don't make the most retarded rumour ever. Probably her sexual fantasies or something crazy like that. Because everyone will rat you out, even though she is the one that looks like some fat rat.

Rumours suck. It would of been better if she just admitted it, but no she had to keep her lame-ass pride.

I really don't like her, can you tell?

Sian x

Body Image.

We all once in our lives have looked in magazines and thought "Why don't I look like that?" Everyday we always compare ourselves to things which we shouldn't, the media is a big player on this subject, constantly showing skinny models who don't show the real girl but something that many want to look like, with disastrous consequences.

As part of a college project we had to create a campaign on something we felt strongly about, me and the 3 others in my group decided on body image and anorexia for our campaign, we created T-shirts which was probably the most fun thing we ever did, created signs and made this video to show people statistics about body image.

The video is not the greatest, but bearing in mind that we did this in 2 hours, i think its pretty impressive.

We really need feedback on this so we would all appreciate if you watched it and gave us your thoughts on it. This would be a huge help for us if you did, so pleeeeaaasseee check it out below.

Thoughts?

And remember, even models want to look like their pictures.

Sian x

Why buying concert tickets is the most stressful thing in the universe.

So, I'm pretty good at getting tickets for shows and shizz, but today has been a whole new experience.

My dear friend asked me to get us One direction tickets for next March.

Now I'm not a huge fangirl of them like I've said before, but she is...110% obsessed so because I'm such a nice best friend I will be going with her, despite the fact that I will need therapy to prepare myself for being with thousands of her (I barely coped in the theatre tour) 

So I got to seetickets (Obv, why choose ticketmaster that would set me to fail) and was quite calm, I knew what I was doing, I thought it would be alright because it was arenas...they wouldn't sell that quickly...

Holy fuck I was wrong.

By the time I got out of the "Queue" most "Good" tickets were gone so I went into freak mode desperately searching for good tickets, when Hallelujah! I got some! I deserve a medal.

Cardiff. Sunday. March 3rd. Bitches.

I don't know what I would of said to my friend if I didn't get tickets... I feel like our friendship would of been over. 

This tour better be fucking good, the stress I went through to get those tickets. They should pay for my therapy.

Sian x

People who think they are professional photographers.

You know those people on facebook who have albums titled "Photography" and they are basically just pictures of themselves posing?

Is it just me or is everyone doing that these days? I'm sorry but I do not want to see 400 pictures of you doing the same fucking pout but with a new outfit on...Please. 

And people who think that they are professional photographers from doing that.

Just because you took a pretty good picture and got loads of likes does not mean that you are a pro at photography, it just means that you know how to push the button on top of your £50 camera.

I mean I have a film camera called the Diana F+ but I don't go round calling myself a photographer, because I'm not. And I know I will never have an album dedicated to that because I'm not a fucking retard. And all my photos will probably come out terribly wrong.

What's even more annoying is the people that use "Instagram" waaaay too much on their photos or twitpics, for fuck sake you took a picture of yourself in the morning with the tagline "Ew I look awful without make-up" Shut the fuck up, why post that? And edit it so it looks so much more "Photogenic" and "Model-worthy" Barf.

I know some people generally want to be a photographer and are actually trying to get there, by working with a real professionals and using lighting and all that crap, but it's the wannabes that make me want to throw everyone who has a photography album down some stairs and into a pit of fire. 

Harsh I know, but the truth fucking hurts.

Sian x

When people don't take the hint.

You know when you give someone an excuse on why you can't make it somewhere but they try to get you to meet them when secretly you can't stand the person and just want them to fucking leave you alone?

Yeah? Shoot.

So me and my friend are close to 2 girls that live far away... they live in a city where you can do everything, we live in the shittiest town in the world. So when they asked to stay we thought they would be here for 2 days 

No. They want to stay for 4. 4! In this town:

THINGS TO DO IN THIS TOWN:

Shop for 5 minutes.

Go into every coffee shop (There's like 100)

Laugh at chavs

Cinema.

Laugh at the fake emo/hipsters.

You could do that in ONE DAY, I swear they think that we live in some luxury world.... so we decided to try and get them to stay for 3...fair enough right, the excuse was that our parents were busy and couldn't have them on the first day.

Normal people would go "Okay, that's fine we'll come on Thursday"

1 of the girls did, the other, not so much.

She had a full on temper tantrum and started crying. CRYING. 

So her mum gave an ultimatum of them staying on Wednesday or not coming at all.

Ooooh how tempted were we to say don't come? But we're nice, so we gave in. Eugh.

Dear you are almost 16, get some sense and learn to read peoples thoughts. Don't fucking cry about it jeeez.

These 4 days better be fucking good. 

Sian x

Little pricks.

Well this week seems to be full of drama, I swear almost every friendship group is going downhill. It's the sign of the APOCALYPSE.

I kid of course, but there is one little prick that is pushing all the wrong buttons this week, and its funny because he used to be one of my closest friends like 2 years ago.

Me and my best friend were super close to him, we had a laugh and even though many hated him, we stuck by him. Well that's gone out the fucking window, every time one of us wasn't there he would bitch about the other, I'm sorry, did you forget that I'm her best friend and you're insulting her? Nice one prick.

It's funny, cause every time he said something bad about me my friend would tell me. So over the past couples of months we cannot stand him. He tries to act gay and camp to get friends but hates it when people call him gay, it's so annoying hearing his irritating laugh from across the classroom that makes you want to lob a book in his face. And talking about faces, he has a lot. At school he tries to act really rebellious, but when he does our college course he is a total nerd, probably because our lecturer told him he was failing, and I bet he still is. He's one of those people that act clever but they are the biggest DUMBFUCK ever. 

Okay, so that's the back story and here's whats happened this week.

My best friend is the sweetest person ever, and everyone would agree, she wouldn't even hurt a fly, It all started after English when our teacher burst into tears (we still have no idea why, I'm guessing family issues) but she ran into the cupboard, this prick and my bestfriend and other people saw this, and well its not like a student can go in and give her a hug even though I would, be she said to leave her alone, so My bestfriend did. But what does that PRICK say to my friend?

"God Hayley you're so insensitive"

I'm sorry what? I don't see you going in that cupboard you dumbfuck. My Friend gets really upset when people insult her, she's been through some shit over the past couple of years and that's why she's so nice and doesn't like confrontation, I already had a go at him 2 years ago for telling her to get a backbone. 

Bearing in mind that I was super quiet back then, I blew up and swore and went on a full on rant to him, and what did he do?

Run off crying like a baby.

Anyway, focus, back to this week,

My other friend who many say is Hayley's twin is a ranting queen, she will say what she wants and doesn't give a fuck who's watching, so she confronted him and he acted like a total pussy and tried to act like the bigger person. No you're not the bigger person, you're the most insensitive, lying, hypocritical, patronising little shit I've met in my entire life. I think if there was a boxing ring, she would drag him in there in a flash.

Whats even more funny is that he thinks the popular people like him, no they don't, You're like a little flea they cant get off their shoulder....then again he probably has fleas himself as he never seems to understand the concept of a SHOWER. All his closest friends bitch about him, and say they wont talk to him after school, I have no idea who will be his Friend once they realise how much of a little bitch he is.

Well this is a very long rant. I have no idea where "Dumbfuck" came from.

Sian x

Everyone is a hypocrite.

Happy hypocrite day!

I kid of course, but it does seem that everyone is being a hypocrite, today, I've already seen 4 statuses saying about being who you are etc.

"I hate it when people judge you on their looks"

"You shouldn't care what people think about you, you are your own person"

OH COME ON.

Anyone who has said they haven't judged anyone on their looks is lying through their teeth, we all do it, even if its not in a nasty way we all do it. The main thing that annoys me is the "Popular" people saying it, I'm sorry, but I believe that you judge everyone because you put your nose up to everyone. Fuckers.

I'm not saying that I'm innocent and have never done it because i have, its just normal to.

So next time you're writing a status/tweet don't be a hypocrite.

Sian x